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#263189 - 11/22/08 09:03 PM What is fear?
Tinman Offline

Registered: 05/30/08
Posts: 359
Loc: Lake Forest, CA
I was afraid of witches once
Or ghosts that haunted though the night
Maybe there are goblins, how can I know?
Monsters like Godzilla really exist!

I watch the movies, scary and dark
I am scared till I sleep and then I wake
Just a movie, after all
Nothing to fear, nothing at all.

But there are monsters that really exist
And darkness is where they come alive
You never expect and you never know
That tonight is the night that fear comes home

I love you, he said, as he crawled in my bed
His kisses were fire as he fondled this child
I knew it was wrong but he said it was right
This is how much daddies love their boys

I was crying and he told me to shush
Didn't I know he loved me so much?
Putting my hand where it shouldn't have been
He said can't you see how I love you so much?

When he did what he did and the pain exploded
I begged him to stop and asked him why
There was no answer, only animal sounds
I didn't know and I couldn't stop

If this is love, then make it stop
Hate me if you want, but never love me
Love is wrong, you taught me that
Beat me again, it's better than that.

"I finally have my heart!"

To the perps: Don't worry about me coming after you. But you damn well better watch out for God! "Vengeance is mine", saith the Lord

#263260 - 11/23/08 12:58 AM Re: What is fear? [Re: Tinman]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

What he did wasn't love, of course, but cruel exploitation of a child's trust. I wish you all the best as you try to show Little Paul what a difference there is between these two.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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