Well, I made it through his memorial service. There was a note. I was in it, in a nice way, along with other friends and some of his family. I wish I could have helped. I really tried. He only ever disclosed to me and, the night before he passed, to his best friend. But he did disclose in his note. I'm happy for him that he was able to do that. I hope it's alright to "talk" about this here. Maybe it is too much for people to deal with?