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#26242 - 08/08/05 08:08 PM Going to a place away from everyone to clear head
andrew76 Offline

Registered: 10/01/02
Posts: 118
Loc: Florida
To those here that have cared and to those who have read my posts I appreciate everything you all have had to say however,I am at a point where suffering mentally and physically is too great and I am tired of it all,I am going away from everyone and everything so I can really see if I can survive or if I am destined for what I think right now might be the end.

My doctors don't care about my suffering and they think I need a pain psychologist but what they don't seem to get is clearly I have other medical issues going on I cold turkeyed off all my medications for awhile to see if I could do it and now I realize I am going to have to either live on meds the rest of my life to kill the pain or I am going to have to end my suffering.No one person really understands what I am going through and what I am feeling I have had enough and can't take the mental anguish and the physical as well.

I am going to be away from my computer but will be thinking of my brothers here and what everyone has said to try to help pull me through.Take care and hope that I can revive my naval training and survival.


Eye of tiger stares down perp,tiger teeth rips perp to shreds
to be abused kills the soul
to survive is to live the ultimate punishment

Knocking on hells door!!

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#26243 - 08/08/05 10:49 PM Re: Going to a place away from everyone to clear head
Lloydy Offline
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Registered: 04/17/02
Posts: 7071
Loc: England Shropshire
sometimes peace and quiet is what we need, I hope you find some.

I also hope your pain subsides, and that one day you'll come back.


Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.
Henry David Thoreau

#26244 - 08/08/05 11:17 PM Re: Going to a place away from everyone to clear head
Sinking Offline

Registered: 09/26/03
Posts: 577
Loc: Took my ball and went home.
Andrew - Know that I am thinking of you, as are, no doubt, many others here and elsewhere as well. I wish there was something I could do or say to help ease your pain.

Tapping into your Navy Survival training might help, I sure hope so. Or, as Dave suggests, peace and quiet, away from it all, could work too. Try and keep trying until you find what works, there is something out there for us all, you just have to find it. I wish you Peace - John

#26245 - 08/09/05 03:20 PM Re: Going to a place away from everyone to clear head
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
Andrew our thoughts are with you all the way. Make it back safely and without pain.




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