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#250875 - 09/24/08 11:20 AM You know... I had felt mostly ok..
Gunner Offline
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Registered: 02/10/07
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Inspite of "everything" I guess I had been feeling mostly ok. Kinda found a way to acecpt things that had happened. Burried most of it... reconciled the rest in my mind.

But since I have come forward to the poilice.. since I had to give a video taped statement....

I have been reliving it. The images and smells running through my mind.

I am very jumpy


can't concentrate

can't sleep

I am hyper vigilant

I am losing my mind

Do not mistake my kindness for weakness

#250881 - 09/24/08 11:35 AM Re: You know... I had felt mostly ok.. [Re: Gunner]
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Registered: 09/04/07
Posts: 1392
Loc: Central Ohio
Sounds like PTSD. Have you ever had therapy or did you just deal with this on your own? I'm sure dealing with the police has brought everything back to the surface. You should seek professional help.

I know this isn't much of a consolation, but you are a HERO to many of us here and we are here to support you any way we can!

Keep talking, writing, posting to get that nervous energy out. A lot of this may just be your little boy wanting to be heard and healed and not just put away again.


PS: Oh yeah, you should really put those scissors away... \:\)


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