I'm I don't really feel alive anymore. My strength, endurance, concentration, etc has all started to be affected ... There's times when I feel very alive like i'm running on all cylinders
I'm just coming to grips with a childhood sexual abuse incident and realizing and seeing how it has affected my life all these years. Finally i'm like "this is what's been wrong with me, and this is why my life leading up to this has been such a confusing, unsuccessful, and unhappy trail of events"
There's so much confusion and so many different emotions that i almost just go numb and block things out. At this pointWhat the hell do they provide or put in our body/brain that we might be lacking or need to feel better/normal anyway??
I want and will get better from this... I'm just trying to figure things out. Help is appreciated
It sounds like you are at the beginning of a healing journey. This MS web site can help a lot. It has helped me to sort things out. There are a bunch of guys here with a lot of understanding and insight.
I already have some ideas about your need from what you have said but I think I should get to know you a little bit better before I say too much in case I might say the wrong thing.
Just try to keep coming here and ask some more questions and you will be getting some good feedback to help you. Let's try to take one symptom at at time.
Looking forward to helping. . .