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#244057 - 08/12/08 10:30 AM Re: i'm drunkk / desperate..... [Re: petercorbett]
petercorbett Offline

Registered: 07/27/08
Posts: 2509
Hey Coop.
It's me again, one thing that I forgot to mention, and it's still very vivid in my mind, about being an alki. It's when I (we) are on our knees infront of that commode and all that green stuff starts to come out, it's our insides dying, but a friend of mine always told me that if you taste something hairy, grab it it's your asshole. I just wish that I had spent as much time on my knees praying as I did waiting for that hair to come out.

Working Boys' Home 10-14 yrs old, grades 5-8. 1949-1953
A very humble alumni of the WOR Dahlonega, GA.
May 15-17 2009, Alta, Sep. 2009. Sequoia, 2010.
Hope Springs, 2010.

#244058 - 08/12/08 10:41 AM Re: i'm drunkk / desperate..... [Re: petercorbett]
DanM Offline

Registered: 11/09/07
Posts: 540
Loc: So. California

It is obvious you are going through a very tough time in you life. I encourage you to get help with your drinking and the others things that are troubling you in your life. You are headed in the right direction..getting your life in order by getting help and getting married. Don't let these demons from the past continue to derail you and your recovery...stay on the train to happiness and freedom...don't be scared you can do it. You are a good man who deserves to be a happily married man!


Edited by DanM (08/12/08 10:42 AM)

#244059 - 08/12/08 10:58 AM Re: i'm drunkk / desperate..... [Re: petercorbett]
hogan_dawg Offline

Registered: 03/26/08
Posts: 492
By the way Coop - you know, I remember with a kind of fondness those times in my life where I've been drunk and soppy and feeling all pathetic and sad. Sometimes booze brings us to those places and it's not a bad thing by itself. When we wake up the next day and a couple of days later we realize things aren't so bad, we realize the sadness was 'necessary' to feel - we 'needed' the booze in order to bring us to that place.

At least you know now that you want your woman and you don't want to lose her.

I can say unequivocally that the lie of "To truly heal you must first forgive" has derailed more victims than the abusers themselves.
Andrew Vachs, 2003

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