As Andrei has already stated the boards are different then they where six months ago. MS is an ever growing an changing place, it might not feel the right place for you right now but in a couple of months it could feel perfect for you. Give it time you account is active take a break from the site an see if feels better in a week or so.
lots of love, Nathan
What Nathan said may not be what you wanted to hear a this moment
but; I think it was well said.
I wish I could articulate the right appropriate words to say right now.
I find myself having to take long extended breaks from M.S.
It all gets too emotionally triggering at times. Too damned hard on the head. I need to rest and clear my head.
How many post's have you seen that state that the author of the post ("Didn't Feel That They Fit In Here At M.S.")
Well; I'm not going to rehash this topic again except to say that I believe there are a lot of guys here who can identify with this theme in some form or degree.
Sometimes at M.S. there are to many wrong things said by people that brings a lot hurt to others. And yes; I am humble enough to say that I have been caught off-guard doing this.
We all have to be man enough to admit our frailties and errors.
Andy; I can only hope your not leaving for the wrong reasons.
As Nathan said; maybe all you need is a break to clear your thoughts and find some inner peace.
Take Good Care of Yourself Brother
Hope to see you back soon.