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#238522 - 07/16/08 05:32 PM Behind The Rage
LW1527 Offline

Registered: 05/14/08
Posts: 408
Loc: Salt Lake City Ut
My feelings are calming down a little, sifting down like dust. I sat at my desk and buried my head. The feeling came. My therapist told me it would come someday, I just didn't know what it would feel like. Behind my rage was Violation. I thought violation wasn't a feeling. I thought it was just a state of mind or something. I didn't know how aweful it felt. It is like every cell in my body has been "violated". I think this is just a taste of what is to come.


#238553 - 07/16/08 11:16 PM Re: Behind The Rage [Re: LW1527]
Tinman Offline

Registered: 05/30/08
Posts: 359
Loc: Lake Forest, CA
Lance, the violation is what triggered the rage. The rage is the feeling and the violation is the knowledge. Without the violation, there wouldn't be the rage.

Go easy on yourself. This doesn't happen overnight and, in my experience at least, I have never been given more than I can handle, even if it feels overwhelming. You will come out the other side.

"I finally have my heart!"

To the perps: Don't worry about me coming after you. But you damn well better watch out for God! "Vengeance is mine", saith the Lord


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