It's more than "body memories", I know what those are.... the things with me are not normal anywhere. I do have and have had plenty of professional help, I've been back and forth to all the "experts". I end up on my own because nobody knows what to do. I go through the crap constantly, I do not have breaks, I work very hard in therapy, nothing changes what I have to go through. It's comments like that that say "it's your fault, you're not doing enough", I have done and still do EVERYTHING possible. It's not my "bag" either, THEY DID THIS TO ME. I know there was probably no bad intention with what you or most anyone says, it just reinforces that I'm not understood. I try to word things right but it never gets through
The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then there's me the imaginary number