coop, sometimes it seems as if the emotions all blur into one big knot. relief at the cessation of suspended tension, joy, anxiety, anticipation........all that and more. we are all still learning to identify them as separate things, and usually become overwhelmed when a situation arises such as this one where control is out of our hands and they all seem to just jumble into a big grey blob.
take some time to be alone and identify them and release them one by one. you will be very busy and possibly too preoccupied with your sweetie's recovery to pay much attention to your own, and you might get backlogged in the process.
keep us posted on the progress of her physical condition and the egress of your emotional situation,
keeping you in thought and prayer,
Ron Schulz, MSPC, NCC