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#231778 - 06/19/08 04:16 AM Disposable
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 515
Loc: Colorado

Unwanted, unloved
No family, never hugged
Pushed aside to not exist
Punishment, I always get
Tortured boy whom no one cares
Screams of horror unanswered prayers
Return to “them”, the chronic curse
Always bad “they” do their worst
No one lets me hold their hand
There’s no compassion for this man
Awake I plead and beg for help
Asleep I can’t protect myself
No rescue comes, no comfort sent
No safety here, there’s no attempts
I’m left alone to shut my eyes
The evil comes to terrorize
No metaphor, it’s not the past
It happens now, constant attacks
Who understands what I describe
It’s not my fault that I’m alive

Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II


#231814 - 06/19/08 11:44 AM Re: Disposable [Re: usmc97]
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Again, I'm so sorry to see that you're in such a dark place. I hear you and I do hope you see that many of us are trying to reach out to you.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#501522 - 09/11/16 12:19 PM Re: Disposable [Re: usmc97]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6387
Loc: š¯’Ŗ š¯’¦anada
i understand, that's who.
thanks for sharing these harsh feelings.
never keep that crap bottled up inside.
let it all out.



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