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#230504 - 06/12/08 07:47 AM Now When I Lay Me Down To Sleep *** Triggers ***
Me2 Offline
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Registered: 02/28/08
Posts: 22
Loc: USA
Now when I lay me down to sleep,
I have a secret I must keep.

I wish to die before I wake.
Can a five year-old make mistakes?

Instead of just keeping up with my soul,
Could You not have protected my mouth and butt-hole?

Do I even need to pray?
Will you not be merciful and keep him away?

Youíre busy running the universe and all.
Why does a monster live down the hall?

Heís not bothered by the sunlight of day.
Asks to be my friend. I donít run away.

God, youíve got the whole world in your hands.
Blood stains in my underpants.

What an awful price to pay.
Innocence can't come out to play.

What can I do, now that itís done?
Say my prayers. Wipe up cum.

Edited by Me2 (06/13/08 12:46 PM)
WOR Alum Dahlonega & Alta 08

#230523 - 06/12/08 10:16 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I am so sorry the abuse has hit you in this way, and I recognize it because I have been through the same thing. Actually, it still troubles me. I don't have any advice to offer you, but can tell you I hear you loud and clear.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#230535 - 06/12/08 12:45 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: roadrunner]
Me2 Offline
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Registered: 02/28/08
Posts: 22
Loc: USA

Thank you.

WOR Alum Dahlonega & Alta 08

#230578 - 06/12/08 05:45 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
TJ jeff Offline

Registered: 08/07/04
Posts: 3576
Loc: Northern Wisconsin
WOW... That's one heck of a powerful poem

Welcome to MS Me2 - I hope you find much healing here and make many new friends

Who will cry for the little boy? - I will... - Antwone Fisher

Abuse happens in silence/isolation - Recovery happens only when that silence/isolation is broken...

TJ's History

#233054 - 06/24/08 03:42 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: TJ jeff]
charles law Offline

Registered: 06/04/08
Posts: 28
Loc: perth australia
thanks Me2 for the words I couldnt say or put together.
maybe even words I couldnt find.
wow thanks

#233207 - 06/24/08 11:14 PM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: charles law]
Me2 Offline
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Registered: 02/28/08
Posts: 22
Loc: USA

You are very welcome.


WOR Alum Dahlonega & Alta 08

#233398 - 06/25/08 07:56 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: Me2]
blueshift Offline

Registered: 01/21/08
Posts: 1242
Loc: infinity
Man! trust survivors to write some serious tear jerkers. I NEVER get to the bottom of the first page of poems without at some point getting a case of the sniffles.

My Story
My Art

#252508 - 10/02/08 02:47 AM Re: Now When I Lay *** Triggers *** [Re: blueshift]
Logan Offline

Registered: 04/05/03
Posts: 1368
Loc: NY

unfortunately bin there as well (tears)

"Terrible thing to live in Fear"-Shawshank Redemption
WOR Alumnus Hope Springs 2009
"Quite a thing to live in fear, this is what is means to be a slave"
-Blade Runner


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