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#228667 - 06/03/08 04:21 AM What Harm?
Marinan Offline

Registered: 07/03/07
Posts: 330
What is a withered cadaver that walks?
Do the dead suffer?
I bleed eternal rivers.
The Styx feed the winged little ones.

Why is it that harvests of plenty must be first sowed through macabre sacrifice? I eat, but I have no warmth in my body. Eating the food was just like watching paint dry.

So then, why must it be that a cessation of work result in suffering? If the canvas is already torn and useless, why should I be forced to continue work upon it when I know its immediate destination will be in the trash?

If I work, I eat that which fulfills nothing. If I do not work, I receive nothing but bruises, and perhaps, cracks in my teeth.

The Evil Spirit entered my body,
though I am safe from its control,
in subtle ways I can still hear its whispers
coursing through my veins.
People are not meant to be objects of hate.
Yet something worse than hate grips my life.

Oh yes, I carry my own individuality from here to there
from day to night.
I am my own person,
that is what makes the violation of my body painful.

#229482 - 06/07/08 10:45 AM Re: What Harm? [Re: Marinan]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I'm sorry you are in such pain. It does help to talk about it, and I hope writing eases you onward in your healing journey.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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