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#227697 - 05/30/08 02:51 AM Nowhere boy
feelingafraid Offline

Registered: 04/08/08
Posts: 76
Loc: 5,471 FT above sea level
I am nothing
I am no one
I am betten
I am raped
I am a whore
I am worthless
I am unwanted
I am unloveable
I am fat
I am a piece of shit
I am lazy
I am gose
I am trash
I am what ever you say I am.
How long can you be told you are all of these things before you really are all of these things.

Hes a little boy let him be a little boy for the boy we never got to be.

#227702 - 05/30/08 03:08 AM Re: Nowhere boy [Re: feelingafraid]
FormerTexan Offline

Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 12156
Loc: Denver, CO

the messages of abuse dealt to all of us were awful, yes? \:\(


Money talks, but all it tells me is goodbye.

If I could meet myself as a boy...

#227705 - 05/30/08 03:18 AM Re: Nowhere boy [Re: FormerTexan]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/31/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State
Toby that is the message most of us got. We could all sign our names to that one. But it was all lies. Now the hard work starts. Re programing ourselves with the truth. Truth is Toby you are smart, ambitious and not afaid to take risks. That is just a start. You will find more good things later as you recover. Welcome to your new life.

#227952 - 05/31/08 02:42 AM Re: Nowhere boy [Re: Freedom49]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

You know why we are all here? To cope with those old false messages and to learn to see how baseless they are. They all come from things the abusers said or did; they don't come from you or define you. Hang with us, my friend, and we will help you see that.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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