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#224265 - 05/15/08 01:00 AM An Amazing Kid
Bobby Offline

Registered: 12/01/04
Posts: 1287
Loc: Arizona
You missed out on me
I was an amazing kid
Full of ideas
Full of music
Full of love
I would have loved you, you know
God, I wanted to
But, I didn't know how
You could have helped
"You didn't understand young children", she said.
I was your kid
What was to understand?
I needed love
I know, I know, I didn't help it either
I hated you
And didn't know why
Made up reasons why
And now I think I know
Do you know how guilty I felt for hating you?
Not loving your dad, that's a horrible thing
But not loving your son, that's worse
And you had a good one
You had me
And then you died before you ever knew
Maybe we could have made things better
I mean, even though the things you did.......
A boy needs his father's love
No excuses, Dad
You blew it
You sniveled when you should have loved

I'm healing now, and I wasn't sure I would.

#224272 - 05/15/08 02:25 AM Re: An Amazing Kid [Re: Bobby]
EGL Offline
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Registered: 06/19/04
Posts: 7821
I love the little Bobby. He's a really cool kid. \:\)


#224283 - 05/15/08 03:40 AM Re: An Amazing Kid [Re: EGL]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/31/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State
I know that feeling Bobby. I know it I know it I know it well. Too well. way to well.

#226030 - 05/23/08 04:10 PM Re: An Amazing Kid [Re: Freedom49]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I'm at a loss when this kind of post comes up. I'm just so very sorry. What a terrible lost opportunity. You all deserved so much better.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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