Ok the book is really a series, and it has nothing to do with recovery per se.
its the DARK TOWER series by stephen King.
Its about a mans quest to find the dark tower, and to ,really, re-learn to love. the whole work is jsut so deep and kinda trippy that it altered my way of thinking, and i dare say, my life. PM me if you have any other quesitons about it
Long days and pleasant nights

"Go then, there are other worlds than these"
-John 'Jake' Chambers

I'd rather be above the grass than below it.