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#220081 - 04/24/08 12:11 AM I'm sorry I don't trust
mogigo Offline

Registered: 04/24/07
Posts: 1331
Loc: Colorado
I play a good game
I can be everything to everyone
But I don't trust
I say I do but I don't

I find you're smile suspicious
I will throw a ton of me at you
But in the end I just expect you to use that
I don't trust

I will hear you say it
I will put my self on the line
I will give you enough to destroy me
but I don't trust

I've trusted before
it ended badly
I will always throw my sick test out there
but I don't trust

I will wait for it
I will wait 20 years
but you will prove me right
I don't trust

Mom proved me right
I gave her my trust
she used it in the end
I don't trust

I'm alive because I don't trust anymore
it works well
I'm always proven right
I don't trust

I get to be alive because I don't trust
I'll take it


#220082 - 04/24/08 12:15 AM Re: I'm sorry I don't trust [Re: mogigo]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State
Mike that lack of trust is a huge brick wall but I am guessing you know that. It blocks all the potential hurt but is also blocks all the potential love. I hope some day you can slowly brick by brick tear down that wall and realize that there are wonderful people who would never hurt you. You deserve that happiness. You are a good man.

#220084 - 04/24/08 12:22 AM Re: I'm sorry I don't trust [Re: Freedom49]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

That issue of trust is one of the toughest ones to face. It's great you are confronting it so honestly; that will surely help you.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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