I was talking to someone. They said that I was not worthless.
They told me that not one person was ever worthless. Not one person..
I'm heterosexual... yet what this person said was of extreme sexual arousal to me.
Isn't it terrible that I feel like I'm such garbgae?
Its been said to me many times, but still, many times if I hear it, I think I've been privileged beyond belief.
I have a crush on him now, and I dream every night of him carressing my face and then sleeping with him.
Is there some kind of way to stop this cycle of self-abuse?