Newest Members
Hopefulforpeace, anonDK, Thomas O, Noname20, Sober Survivor
13349 Registered Users
Today's Birthdays
EDDIEB (37), Mr Cellophane (55), Scot Alan (55)
Who's Online
2 registered (AL-S, Ceremony), 54 Guests and 4 Spiders online.
Key: Admin, Global Mod, Mod
Forum Stats
13,349 Registered Members
76 Forums
69,209 Topics
481,967 Posts

Most users ever online: 418 @ 07/02/12 07:29 AM
Topic Options
#218572 - 04/16/08 03:34 PM I Love it... I Hate it...
JustScott Offline
Greeter Emeritus

Registered: 01/27/08
Posts: 2614
Loc: Central PA
I love it, I long for it's sweet embrace...
I hate it, it's filth, dirt and shame...
I love it, yet I've truly never known it...
I hate it, it's worthless, it's garbage...
I love it, I want to feel that close...
I hate it, being that close ruins it all...
I love it, but it's all in my mind...
I hate it, here in the now it's all just wrong...
I love it, I burn to feel it and know it's release...
I hate it, getting it makes the pain and shame increase...
I love it, it's supposed to be wonderful and great...
I hate it, for me, garbage is its fate...

Love it, Hate it, It is everything, It is nothing...
Without it, life would be so much better...
With it, life is fear and shame...
Without it, true and close love can not be...
With it, my heart in fear will groan...
Love it, Hate it, this evil thing, I wish I'd never known...

This vile and wretched thing has a name...
They call it sex, I call it shame...

#218581 - 04/16/08 04:06 PM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

What a powerful comment on shame/sex. I can really relate, and I bet others can as well. Thanks for sharing this with us.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#457671 - 12/31/13 03:22 AM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6363
Loc: 𝒪 𝒦anada
I absolutely agree.
I love/hate it as much as you do.



#457679 - 12/31/13 11:15 AM Re: I Love it... I Hate it... [Re: JustScott]
newground Offline

Chatroom Moderator

Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 1106
Loc: michigan
wow scott
How many times I have felt all those things thanks for this post man.
Either I will find a way, or I will make one.
Philip Sidney


Moderator:  ModTeam 

I agree that my access and use of the MaleSurvivor discussion forums and chat room is subject to the terms of this Agreement. AND the sole discretion of MaleSurvivor.
I agree that my use of MaleSurvivor resources are AT-WILL, and that my posting privileges may be terminated at any time, and for any reason by MaleSurvivor.