Holy cow! Did I write that or did you? That is exactly my timeline and my curiousity in regards to my abuse(5 and 8 and instigating the abuse the second time around). That was waaaaay too much for us to think about at that age. We probably just wanted to go outside and play or watch our favorite tv program, not instigate and initiate sex. We were tampered with, no questions about that. Peace, Art.
I am a gay 40 year old male that is highly functional, but just came to terms with the fact that I was sexually abused at 5 and 8 and raped at 18. As a result, I have been acting out sexually ever since I can remember and just recently it ended a 3 year loving relationship.