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#217763 - 04/13/08 09:03 AM ABUSED THE SURVIVOR'S STORY
AVICTIM2 Offline
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Registered: 04/13/08
Posts: 2
Loc: Maryland
Being a victim of incest and molestation at the hands of an older sibling. I attempted suicide several times as a young boy. My life was definitely ruined by this. I am so greatful to be able to share this "poem" with Male Survivor. This poem is "copyright" protected, so I caution all readers not to attempt to republish. I hope this brings each and every reader, peace, solice and some closure.

"Abused, The Survivor's Story"
As I lay awake each morning
Lonely, helpless and confused
Trying hard to hide these feelings
Of Guilt, Ashamed, Confused.

Last night I dreamed we were together
Weird thoughs ran through my head
What I thought was just a nightmare
You were lying in my bed.

When you'd come home in the evenings
You'd often greet me with a smile
But today you looked right through me
Your face showed deep denial

Now that the acts are over
The pain is here to stay
I have these words to offer you
To God for your I Pray

So now what am I ashamed of
When its you whose confused
The sexual acts you performed on me
With me it's called "Abused"


#217764 - 04/13/08 09:04 AM Re: ABUSED THE SURVIVOR'S STORY [Re: AVICTIM2]
AVICTIM2 Offline
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Registered: 04/13/08
Posts: 2
Loc: Maryland


#217962 - 04/14/08 12:31 AM Re: ABUSED THE SURVIVOR'S STORY [Re: AVICTIM2]
Freedom49 Offline

Registered: 12/30/07
Posts: 2724
Loc: Washington State
What a cool poem. I know severl guys on here that I have talked to that would identify with these words. I can relate them to the abuse I felt from my father. The looking right though me the next day expecailly.


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