Being a victim of incest and molestation at the hands of an older sibling. I attempted suicide several times as a young boy. My life was definitely ruined by this. I am so greatful to be able to share this "poem" with Male Survivor. This poem is "copyright" protected, so I caution all readers not to attempt to republish. I hope this brings each and every reader, peace, solice and some closure.
"Abused, The Survivor's Story"
As I lay awake each morning
Lonely, helpless and confused
Trying hard to hide these feelings
Of Guilt, Ashamed, Confused.
Last night I dreamed we were together
Weird thoughs ran through my head
What I thought was just a nightmare
You were lying in my bed.
When you'd come home in the evenings
You'd often greet me with a smile
But today you looked right through me
Your face showed deep denial
Now that the acts are over
The pain is here to stay
I have these words to offer you
To God for your I Pray
So now what am I ashamed of
When its you whose confused
The sexual acts you performed on me
With me it's called "Abused"