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#212732 - 03/24/08 09:33 PM Hey Perp
usmc97 Online   crying
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 491
Loc: Colorado
not really a poem....

Hey perp,
Remember that first time you saw me
Like a new model car
I wasn't yours but you stole me

When you grew tired or owed that debt
You gave me over to your friend and his friends
Abandoned me to become a thing
You were nicer than they ever would be.

Hey perps
You all hid your faces.... fuckin' cowards
It took so many of you to tell eachother what you did was okay
I never agreed

Was the sex stuff that ment more or the torture?
How could you get those ideas of what to do to me?
How many are you anyway?
Demented mothafuckers

In each request allowed
You condemned me to barely exist
You all are a desease

Hey perp
I went to you for help and told that I was being used
You were supposed to be safe but you did the same
Your excuse was to make me holy somehow.
Wow the miracle of holy water. Did your Pope aprove of that? I bet he likes that too.

To all you perps that hurt me
You did good, you'll never get caught... not a single one of you
but you destroyed a person, me if you didn't guess it.

Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II


#212738 - 03/24/08 09:44 PM Re: Hey Perp [Re: usmc97]
michael Joseph Offline

Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
hope you are not destoyed, but I do know how you feel

Pope don't care much

or just ignorant

hope you feel better of yourself

Hugs michael joseph

Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark.
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#214793 - 04/02/08 09:43 AM Re: Hey Perp [Re: michael Joseph]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I can imagine how infuriated you feel that the perps all got away with it, and the episode with the priest is just so awful. You're right; he was supposed to be safe.

But we aren't destroyed unless we believe we are destroyed. We can't change the past, but we CAN change how we feel about things now and in the future.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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