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#211745 - 03/19/08 10:01 PM basement circle
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
screaming voices want me dead
screaming sorrow in my head
whispering softly voices ring
together in a circle no one will sing

ecept maybe a song of death
i must remeber to take a breath
terifying me as i watch them rejoice
in this song i have no voice

encased in a circle my spining brain
in this twisted web i cant stay sane
i see the flashes of darkness and light
soon enough my world is no longer bright

i cannot see except there grins
i fight for freedom but the end is about to begin
the moon is full but dark like an eclipse
and ever to slowly my conscousness slips

in this covered world the sun is hidden
for this ritual it is forbidden
my head is foggy in a daze
my eyes cant see things in this haze

i wanted freedom and could see the light
but atempting escape shows im not very bright
my body is broken and beaten and shaved
there is no hope to ever be saved

i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#211776 - 03/20/08 02:18 AM Re: basement circle [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

There is hope now, my friend. You are doing so much hard work here in this forum and elsewhere.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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