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#211623 - 03/19/08 09:15 AM GodDamn ME!
Marinan Offline

Registered: 07/03/07
Posts: 330
I want God to Damn me for being a victim of a gang rape.
God Damn me for being too weak.
God Damn me for worshiping my murderers while I'm still alive to do so.
God Damn me for loving them all.
God Domn me! God Damn me! God Damn me!

I can't cry. Can't feel anything anymore. Just blood pussing out of my putrid, living dead carcass with no soul inside.

#211654 - 03/19/08 01:41 PM Re: GodDamn ME! [Re: Marinan]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

As I said on your other thread, when we feel this way we should talk about it. I'm glad you can do that. I don't want to invalidate any of your feelings, but I'll just say the agony you are in right now had led me to start a thread you might want to look at. Thanks for helping me see the need for it.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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