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#210559 - 03/14/08 12:47 AM sweet dreams
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
evry sound
unexpected touch
is a reminder

an attempt to close my eyes
force myself into darknesss
suround myself in silence

i am weak
i am a failure
so overwelming

the smells
remain evrywhere

behind tightly shut eyes
closed doors
wet sheets

soaked with unstopable tears
sweat of frustration
of anger
of fear


i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#210571 - 03/14/08 01:28 AM Re: sweet dreams [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I hear you. And I can remember feeling the same way. But I can also tell you we don't have to be stuck in this dark place; it is possible to move through it and come out to a much happier and more peaceful time.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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