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#210416 - 03/13/08 04:14 AM It's My Secret
EGL Offline
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Registered: 06/19/04
Posts: 7821
Itís My Secret

I canít tell you
where these stripes come from,
my legs sting,
and I feel like a zebra,
and Iím so ashamed.
Must find long pants,
like I wish I could hide
all of the rest of me.
No one wants to know anyway.
Itís my secret.

I canít tell you
why I flinch away at your touch.
I flinch
from his touch
when he comes for me again.
And now you touch me,
please donít touch me,
Shivers in my spine,
at your touch.
Please peel my skin off
so I can never feel touch again.

I canít tell you
why I canít be your friend.
Friends are temporary,
and you will be gone,
soon, very soon,
and I will sit and wait
by the window,
but you will not come.
You are satisfied now,
and laugh at me,
the neighborhood boy whore.

I canít tell you,
my young bride of 16,
how I need you to help me
to hide away from my mind.
We marry, you and I,
but I still run, run, run,
but you, too, donít need me anymore,
and you accept his touch,
his love, his bed,
you and your secret.
Donít tell me your secrets.


#210460 - 03/13/08 12:07 PM Re: It's My Secret [Re: EGL]
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Hey Little Bro,

I know it hurts to write all this down. It hurts to see the parts that are true, and it hurts to see things you know aren't true, but which you feel in your heart anyway. We have talked about all this a lot over the years, and I want you to know I am still listening and I still care. I always will.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#210550 - 03/13/08 11:53 PM Re: It's My Secret [Re: roadrunner]
FormerTexan Offline

Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 12125
Loc: Denver, CO

I think Larry said it best. Allow me to echo his thoughts.


Money talks, but all it tells me is goodbye.

If I could meet myself as a boy...


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