I like your Questions . They are a thinking mans question.
if you are a former Jarhead . are the problems "Sevice Connected"
The VA has treatment. And if being in the military has damaged you in some way . You may be entiled to a service conected rateing .
I do not claim to understand your problem . Because your problem are unique to you. But I may have experenced a simular problem and be able to give an insite as to my experence.
I have had to deal with this shit for 30 years It sucks
I wish that I could tell that it gets better with time . it doesnt. But there are "Tools" that you can learn to use to help in the bad times.
I take Doxipin to help me sleep. But I dont know what to say about resting
US ARMY 1976/1978
"I HAD NO SHOES THEN I SAW A MAN THAT HAD NO FEET"
"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"