I feel there is no hope.
I am walking on sadness.
When I cry sometimes I feel I cannot stop.
Alone, forsaken, and forlorn.
I don't want anything and anyone.
I am resigned in this twilight.
Fuck the righteous! I am tired
of all things I'm told I must do!
I am tired of listening!
I am tired of being corrected!
My anger is mine!
Vengeance is my blood!
Don't tell me what I need!
Am I lost or do you just love giving directions,
In return for validation or approval?
I do not want to listen!
Don't ever tell me this is too hard!
I want to break something and someone!!
But then why do I post this tirade?
A part of me wants to heal.
How do you help someone who doesn't want to feel?
I can finally admit I pretend to say and do nice things so people will think I'm a standout guy.