Anniversary dates are so hard, and I have a big one coming up, soon, the anniversaryt of the first time I remember being abused, for the longest time I had all these feelings under lock and key, but it broke through, and this is the only date I really remember, my mind has blocked out other anniversary dates, they just won't come to me no matter how hard I try to remember, part of it could be my DID I suppose, but still I want to remember when it happened, or maybe not remembering is better for me, I just don't know, and not remembering scares me, but the thought of remembering scares me too, so it's one of those catch-22 things. Any thoughts would be appreciated. And how do you guys deal with hard anniversary dates?
Peace to all,
THe spirit is a fragile thing, easy to break, but not impossible to fix.