After staying in the hospital for 6 months and relying
on the structure provided there, I found that suddenly being in a place
of my own had me reeling to find 'normal' again.

I became confused and depressed and struggling to
keep positive.
I am finding that if I create a structure in my life -
as if I were self employed and the things I do each day - were
my job or like paying a bill - it keeps me positive and happy.

i have to follow it though.

So just making a weekly list - of things that must be done -
is helping me - to feel productive - structured and contented.

Edited by markgreyblue (02/09/08 01:17 AM)
" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous