Congradulations. It's a huge step. All of the fear, and empty feelings and lonliness are real. We've all been there. But, they are also what you "THINK" may happen, which may or may not. one day at a time. You did stand u and your voice was heard. That will lead to another and another and the chain will slowly start unraveling. Quietly sometimes. With a roar, other times. Take a moment and thank yourself or doing this wonderful ting for youself. FOr loving you more than someone else.
You are not a piece of shit. You are not alone.
I'ts painful, but i promise you it does decrease with time.
much love and admiration
I'm a good person. I'm a good man. I'm a postive force and I will not be shamed.