Hi. I know i haven't been exactly Mr. Active around here lately, but just so you know- your posts, (and funnily enough, your avatar, w/ its caption) were always a source of inspiration and hope to me; you've always struck me as loving but realistic, and i for one am sad to see your heart broken like this ("he was the one"). Maybe he needs some freedom to be the sole cause of his own loneliness at this point; i could only begin to guess...
Thank you for being here, even if you are no longer found; i'll miss that fierce swordswoman, fighting the good fight- it was not in vain, to me.

Give sorrow words: the grief that does not speak
Whispers the o'er-fraught heart and bids it break.

-William Shakespeare, Macbeth, Act IV, Sc. III