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#196542 - 12/24/07 10:27 PM no
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
in the corner youll find him
curled up so tightly with tears falling
whispering the word that never helped
the word that should have saved him many times

no the word echoes in his mind
no this word engraved for all time

their shadows towers above his fragile body
the gleaming blade shimmers in moonlight
they hear his protests but laugh quietly
he closes his eyes
no not this

no this word echoes in his mind
no this word engraved for all time

a tear silently trails down his face
what can he do to prevent this
what can he do what can he say
somone please save me

no the word echoes in his mind
no the word engraved for all time

please no that should have made it stop
please no it should have saved him
they only turn their heads to show deaf ears
his crying sufocated by thier laughter

i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#196558 - 12/25/07 03:35 AM Re: no [Re: nicky]
dancr6 Offline

Registered: 12/02/07
Posts: 383
Loc: georgia
Ouch! That struck a chord. I hope things keep getting better.

I'm a freeman now, his authority's dead
no pain monger lies in my comfortable bed!

#196579 - 12/25/07 08:05 AM Re: no [Re: dancr6]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Yikes! Same here. I remember the word "no" catching in my throat so many times - I don't think I said it even once.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#196916 - 12/28/07 07:50 AM Re: no [Re: roadrunner]
Liri Offline

Registered: 12/28/07
Posts: 127
Loc: Seattle, WA
It took me till age 32 to say no to my father. Then I walked out. Wish I could say I never looked back.

As a small child, I felt in my heart two contradictory feelings, the horror of life and the ecstasy of life. --Charles Baudelaire

My Story


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