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#195675 - 12/17/07 08:19 PM Flashes
kellygtx Offline

Registered: 07/11/07
Posts: 412
Loc: Texas, USA

My life often flashes
before my eyes...three years of many
- over thirty years before
I see torment, anguish and pain
I see blood on my legs
and taste it in my mouth
Oh fuck, its surrounding me, oh fuck - itís MY blood

I canít help it, I canít do anything
I canít help it, I can't get over it
but life goes on
itís apart of my life

not to live with it
very simply
to die

I wonder if I was gone
never here in fact
would anyone have known
the difference

- total indifference in fact
to my own guilt and shame

I bid you Peace.


The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.

#195901 - 12/19/07 10:55 AM Re: Flashes [Re: kellygtx]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I'm so sorry. I don't think we ever forget these terrible memories, but we can deprive them of their power to hurt us now and in the future. That is, we do indeed have to "live with it", as you say, but we don't have to do so as defenseless and powerless victims anymore. That's a big difference.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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