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#195537 - 12/16/07 07:14 PM AN AFFAIR WITH THEIR SOMETIME GOD
dancr6 Offline

Registered: 12/02/07
Posts: 383
Loc: georgia

Nailing my emotional coffin
was easily done by some
Not knowing if I was alive or not
and the effects of what they had done

They poked and prodded and laughed at me
Disregarding my whimpering tones
Their loving and laughing among themselves
Spitting on my little boy moans

I found that I had an invisible place
Underneath their frolicking fun
I could hear their voice; their shadow’s there too
And their presence blocked out the sun

But I found I could glide with barely a sound
summoning not even the tiniest crowd
The comfort I felt was the best I could ask
The adjective on their faces was “proud”

But they hadn’t noticed outside of themselves
I would walk with their God at night
touching his hem, taking his hand
his gift was a constant small light

And that light has increased over all of these years
I believe that no end is in sight
And the joy that I feel when I think of us all
facing God; all three knowing what’s right

Edited by dancr6 (12/17/07 05:51 PM)
I'm a freeman now, his authority's dead
no pain monger lies in my comfortable bed!

#195695 - 12/17/07 11:53 PM Re: AN AFFAIR WITH THEIR SOMETIME GOD [Re: dancr6]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Nice poem. I'm glad you have found this spiritual peace about things and I hope it helps you on your healing journey.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#195750 - 12/18/07 04:55 AM Re: AN AFFAIR WITH THEIR SOMETIME GOD [Re: roadrunner]
weapher Offline

Registered: 12/11/07
Posts: 60
Loc: Oregon
"nailing my emotional coffin"... what a picture you have painted with those words. May the nails be removed and the good emotions inside of you spring forth with a force far greater than one can contain...

thanks for writing this dancr6.


Facing the struggle makes you strong.


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