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#193596 - 12/03/07 07:04 PM You caused this

Registered: 08/12/07
Posts: 1298
You caused this
Anger consumes the daily life ritual
Tainted colours is all i see
Muffled voices are all i hear
Locked away from myself whilst inside myself

Ghost child running through my head
Showing me flickering images from my childhood pain
Images flashing past my eyes
Once seen never forgot

Feelings of being touched burn my skin
Memories of pain ripping me in two
Scorching breath upon my neck

How you laughed and sneered your hate words
Eyes full of lust and loathing
Beating me with fist's and words
Hitting me until i screamed into darkness

You caused this and dragged me along
In the torrent of your filth and hate.

#193703 - 12/04/07 08:39 AM Re: You caused this [Re: SEVEN ARROWS]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I think this is a big step for you, even if it doesn't address your immediate worries. NONE of the abuse, and not any of the consequences of abuse, were your fault. You deserved to be loved and made to feel special, like any boy deserves.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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