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#192590 - 11/25/07 02:20 PM mirror
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
i stand there and watch
before my mirror
sunlight reflects off the glass
and shadows are behind me
concealing the darkness
that hides behind the frame
innocence in the eyes of my best freind
stare back at me
helplessness paralizes me from the neck down
i stand there and watch
pain and torment
eat away at his mind and body
slowly making a moment last forver
he presses his hands
against the glass
reaching for an escape
i stand there and watch
his screams grow louder
as the darkness engulfs him whole
i place my palm
on the cold glass over his
he lifts his head up
i feel his sadness and pain
his blue eyes remain dry
yet my face is wet with tears
his hands slide off the glass
he lays on the ground
and fades into the darkness
he came from
little by little he reachs out to me
but on the other side of the mirror
i can do nothing
but stand there
and watch

i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#192921 - 11/28/07 12:23 PM Re: mirror [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Very powerful indeed. When I was 13 a very good friend of mine was brought into the abuse with me - he was 12. That went on for a year and I often felt as you describe here: like I was watching helplessly from the other side of th glass.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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