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#192507 - 11/25/07 01:11 AM puppet show
nicky Offline

Registered: 08/24/07
Posts: 261
darnkess surrounds me
nowhere to run

screaming inside
part of me dies

everyone laughing
they've all gone mad
tearing at my innocense
i'm already had

desperation anger confusion
boiling inside of me
no hope no mind
no way to be free

why can't they see
the terror in my eyes
i cannot run
i cannot hide

im locked inside of darkness
i cannot stand alone
i am just a little puppet
its all ive ever known

i like the rain cause no one knows im crying

a strong man is one who is able to control himself when he is angry
what is your definiton of control?

i lay awake another hour
just like the one before
the shadows play a game with my head
i can't take this anymore

#192537 - 11/25/07 04:38 AM Re: puppet show [Re: nicky]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

This is one that troubled me so much when the abuse was happening:

Originally Posted By: nicky
why can't they see
the terror in my eyes
i cannot run
i cannot hide

I wondered that too: why can't they see?

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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