I wrote this after my father passed from Cirrhosis of the Liver which was on October 31 1981.
If there was anything good about my fathers passing it was that it got me to move out of my abusers house and back home to my mom. I was very lost and confused about my life and the future of my relationship with the future mother of my son.
I CAN SEE
To forgive and forget is the way to be, but I'm not blind for I can see. you look to find whats best for you and whats best for me, only your still blind and see what you want to see. They say that Satan is in my eyes to me they are lies. Many look and and fade away how I wish they would stay. Father is gone, mother is here I have no pity I hold back the tears. Every day I sit alone with so called friends and thinking of the girl I love sitting at home. Why does this girl hate and fight, yet she does it with each passing night. They never forgive and hardly forget. A mistake is made and its here to stay they will never let you forget what happened that day.
I care for her much and she cares for me Only she is still blind but I can see.
I'm a normal person dealing with abnormal experiences.
The greatest discoveries we will find within ourselves.
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