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#191809 - 11/18/07 08:55 PM Fleeting feelings
onlyakid Offline

Registered: 03/31/04
Posts: 1577
Loc: New Jersey
Do you ever have these fleeting feelings? I was having Lunch with my mom,stepfather and their friends and towards the end of it I finally began to feel half normal, but that lasted for all of an hour. On my way home I felt like things might be changing but now that I'm back home, that feeling has passed.

The wierdest part was that when I thought I had become half normal, all I could think of is what now? What do I do now? And I guess it scared me a bit.


"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"

#191816 - 11/18/07 09:40 PM Re: Fleeting feelings [Re: onlyakid]
mogigo Offline

Registered: 04/25/07
Posts: 1331
Loc: Colorado
Just a thought Jason, but the intake person for group recommended changing my furniture around in my room because that was where I was relating to my issues. I helped quite a bit when I did. Didn't solve everything obviously but gave me a new perspective when I was alone. Kind of a fresh start kind of thing.

Just a thought.

stay strong


#191820 - 11/18/07 09:56 PM Re: Fleeting feelings [Re: mogigo]
GateKPR4 Offline

Registered: 10/29/07
Posts: 955
Loc: North Carolina, USA
I had about a week where I actually felt almost normal.. Alive, real. How ever you want to put it. It was kind of scary because it had been so long since I felt that way. Although it did not last it did not totally go away. Even if it's fleeting it gives me hope that things are changing. With the help of a T I am changing the way I think and I never thought I would ever be able to do that.

I'm a normal person dealing with abnormal experiences.
The greatest discoveries we will find within ourselves.
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