These are all excellent points. I'm coming off maybe a little bull-in-a-china-shop I guess. My apologies if I come off like a loud frantic jerk at times, still obviously have boundary issues along w/ everything else...
Thanks for responding, not easy for me to hear, but needed.
Actually, your input here is as important as any of ours. Now that you're here, you're a valued part of the group. Thanks for sharing your opinion.
"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting 'Holy Shit! What a ride!'" ~Hunter S. Thompson