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#185697 - 10/08/07 10:11 PM Triggered
bp83 Offline

Registered: 06/29/06
Posts: 111
Loc: Arkansas
hey guys just thought I'd share...had a really great CR meeting Friday with a new men's abuse group. Saturday, went to a football game with dad and grandpa and this kind of young, attractive guy sat behind me and straddled me with this kind of "knowing" touch...I don't know, but it triggered me. feel very very wrong and taken advantage of but I liked it, like finally some attention. got home that night and couldn't sleep, had horrible nightmares of men touching me and me waking up screaming and sweating.

FUCK just thought I'd vent


"Life is for living, we all know, and I don't want to live it alone..."-Chris Martin

#185756 - 10/09/07 01:18 AM Re: Triggered [Re: bp83]
FormerTexan Offline

Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 12126
Loc: Denver, CO
That's awful Scott. I've instances in the past with someone coming up against me the wrong way and it left me jangled.

Money talks, but all it tells me is goodbye.

If I could meet myself as a boy...

#185759 - 10/09/07 01:23 AM Re: Triggered [Re: bp83]
brokensoul Offline

Registered: 08/28/07
Posts: 101

Yet again I find that I am not alone from this site. I too have found that sometimes some of my triggers have a weird effect of feeling both bad and good at the same time. I have never really put a lot of effort in figuring this out. But I was sure it was just me I hate to hear about you being triggered but I'm glad that you shared it with us. Maybe someone can shed some light on this I hope. Thank you for posting this Scott.

Take care.



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