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#181953 - 09/23/07 09:38 PM Re: terror or humiliation - triggers? [Re: MarkK]
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Registered: 09/03/07
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Hi Mark,

I can relate to the terror and humiliation. I too have a hard time feeling anger towards people who abused me. I'm a much easier target and, it seems, safer. But you aren't to blame for anything others have done to you. It's taken me a long time even to be able to say that much.
A friend of mine wondered why I felt nothing about being 'pantsed' during P.E. class. I guess I got used to it, just as I'd been used to torture and abuse earlier in life. I also have things I don't seem able to remember. All I can say is, what you experienced was horrible, especially with your brother being involved.

Ed


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#181958 - 09/23/07 09:47 PM Re: terror or humiliation - triggers? [Re: copenbay]
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
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Loc: Denver, CO
thanx Ed - but i really am thinking it doesn't matter what i feel or don't feel.

nothing i do will make a difference.


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#181961 - 09/23/07 09:49 PM Re: terror or humiliation - triggers? [Re: MarkK]
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thank you Nick


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