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#179421 - 09/10/07 11:35 AM Nightmares
kellygtx Offline
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Registered: 07/11/07
Posts: 412
Loc: Texas, USA
I have some very strong nightmares. The worst involves performing oral sex on my older brother after he anally raped me. I can taste my own blood and there are times I can't get that taste out of my mouth. I get up, brush my teeth, gargle, drink water, eat mints, anything...but the DAMNED taste will not go away.

That single moment scares me more than anything in this world.

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I bid you Peace.

Kelly

The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.

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#179722 - 09/11/07 08:12 PM Re: Nightmares [Re: kellygtx]
OKIE MIKE Offline
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Registered: 02/13/04
Posts: 983
Loc: HULBERT OK
Nightmares are one of the toughest things to deal with. You have to train your self to realise that they are just a dream . I still have them reguraly . 30 years after being raped

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MICHAEL

"I HAD NO SHOES THEN I SAW A MAN THAT HAD NO FEET"

"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"

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