Just as long as I have been reading some of your posts, I have gotten a small introduction to what you are going through. I know I don't even know you, but your messages have impacted me. My husband is in the early stages of everything, so my life is in turmoil as well. I realize you probably don't feel like you are an inspiration, but thank you for your honesty here. Your posts have given me a little glimpse into what my best friend may be experiencing, but yet to express or share. How long have you been in therapy?
Hang in there. Moving in with someone, CSA or not, is no easy transition.
I was silent as a child, and silenced as a young woman; I am taking my lumps and bumps for being a big mouth, now, but usually from those whose opinion I don't respect. - Sandra Cisneros