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#177370 - 08/31/07 01:54 PM Again...
kellygtx Offline

Registered: 07/11/07
Posts: 412
Loc: Texas, USA
I sit silently now
resting with my soul
but I must be on guard
or the shadows come out and play

I sit still
hoping they do not find me
their dark arms reaching out
like bare branches on a cold winter night
working to draw me in

to lose my mind

the shadows push and pull at me
they whisper secrets
of insignificance and shame

I lose myself in sorrow
within the arms of those shadows
they cover me like fine goose down
promising to numb the pain


they do not comfort
they curse
they do not heal
they wound and leave raw

and I lose my life

Edited by kellygtx (08/31/07 01:57 PM)
I bid you Peace.


The time is always NOW. Breath In. Breath Out. Move On.

#177769 - 09/02/07 08:55 AM Re: Again... [Re: kellygtx]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

That's a powerful statement. Do you see a way forward in this situation? How can you break this cycle? It's difficult to do, but it isn't impossible.

Thanks for sharing this. I'm sure a lot of guys can relate.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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