I'm so glad this new group is working out for you, and yes, it's amazing the scenarios of doom we work out for ourselves.
Don't worry about sometimes showing the signs of stress when you post. After all, we are talking about a pretty stressful topic here, and you sure aren't alone in needing to let these feelings out. I think you will find everyone here understands that.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)