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#162278 - 06/19/07 11:54 AM I see you...
Jaysen Offline

Registered: 06/14/06
Posts: 680
Tripping on power and low self-esteem, like a razor cutting jagged pieces of my heart bit by bit, unholy, deceiving, pathetic and weak. Flawed and distorted, lies, skin that you despise.

Parasitic and lonely, lacking self control, a dark side raging and insensitive. Too much hate, controlling you and changing me forever. Eating me alive as I throw away trust. Apathetic and nothing hurts, obligations that are weathered with doubt and regret, you bring down every person and soul around you. The blood won’t come off your hands and beauty is only obscene growing in your cold heart. A total fuck up, delusional, hated and scarred. Narcissistic and needy, relentless, uncaring, keeping secrets and hiding…

Emotionless as far as anyone can see.

#162281 - 06/19/07 12:32 PM Re: I see you... [Re: Jaysen]
healingpartner Offline

Registered: 04/04/07
Posts: 407
No, not emotionless...feeling so much it is hard to breathe

#162282 - 06/19/07 12:38 PM Re: I see you... [Re: healingpartner]
pain4ever Offline

Registered: 04/05/01
Posts: 1032
Nothing hurts?? Yes it all gets to us. I am sorry man I know the rage and anger can be unrelenting. But like Lorie arent emotionless. More you are consumed by the anger and hate. Its good to feel.

Peace and Tranquility all depends on your frame of reference.

#163141 - 06/24/07 09:26 PM Re: I see you... [Re: healingpartner]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

Originally Posted By: healingpartner
No, not emotionless...feeling so much it is hard to breathe

Lorie has something important for you here. Sometimes when we begin to allow ourselves to deal with things we are overwhelmed by emotions, so much so that we can't identify what we feel. It's like an emotional hurricane. Does that sound familiar? I'm betting that it does.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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