maybe personal achievement is not as important as being with people i care about -

i am just thinking about things

i have an amazing opportunity and encouragement - from a major insitution in Boston.

and as I prepare to write the letter that they have asked me to write -

i also went to my new accountant - my skills in business popped out of my mouth -
in a way - i knew not that i had - the accountant smiled with this - as i guess he saw my dad coming through.

but then i saw more - i saw him - i saw what he was doing -

all of it - i am proud that i am flattered by this 'professional flattery' - and alarmed a bit - by an accountants -actions and inactions.

i knew that work is important for each of us - but i thought to have someone by my side - always there - just then

and to just know - that person would be there -

to have a family - not a dangerous - one - as we each stand on our own -

tired - anyways - right now- i'd give up this flattery - just to be in a way connected to some family.

chat later

Edited by markgreyblue (05/12/07 12:29 AM)
" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous