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#154626 - 05/06/07 12:28 AM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: sabata]
Still Offline

Registered: 02/16/07
Posts: 7011
Loc: FEMA Region 1
Originally Posted By: sabata
they need to hang him up by his balls....he doesnt deserve prison......

They say that "there's a special place in hell for child molesters..."

I think there's a special-special place for a healthcare worker who betray's the trust of the community and child in their care.

It would be best if I never know who he is and/or where he is...because I'll possibly give him a sample of things to come.

Sorry...but what happened is beyond the beyonds.

#154648 - 05/06/07 02:00 AM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: Still]
john22 Offline

Registered: 10/16/06
Posts: 241
Loc: Europe-Belgium

Sorry I didnt was there to support you in these difficult days. Its been a time since I visited this board.

What I want to say is,
I'm sad this happened to you
but I'm very glad you found the strenght to tell people what that bastard did to you.
I also hope they lock him up and throw the key away. So he will rot in jail.

My thoughts are with you. I hope you will climb out of this very depressif time.


"Men are not prisoners of fate, only prisoners of their own mind" - Franklin D. Roosevelt

#154682 - 05/06/07 07:04 AM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: john22]
alexey Offline
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Registered: 08/16/05
Posts: 1674
Loc: Moscow, Russia

Good for you. I was shocked when I read your post, but now I know you are a strong guy.

Recover soon.


When you feel all alone and unhappy, turn to you Inner Child and talk to Him.
You will see He can comfort you like nothing else!

#154690 - 05/06/07 11:05 AM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: alexey]
markgreyblue Offline

Registered: 12/19/03
Posts: 5400
Loc: Pasadena, CA
Alexander- I am so sorry. I had no idea.

I just read this - Sorry man. That is unconscionable -

GOOD for YOU for being strong - hangin in there - You are strong - and smart


Edited by markgreyblue (05/06/07 11:07 AM)
" not look outside yourself for the leader."
-wisdom of the hopi elders

"...the sign of a true leader is service..." - anonymous

#154700 - 05/06/07 11:19 AM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: markgreyblue]
dannym Offline

Registered: 03/25/07
Posts: 543
Loc: Boulder, Colorado
Alexander - I am horrified by what happened but so amazed at your strength and ability to tell someone - that's courage. Please be safe and know you are in my thoughts.


"You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."

Marge Simpson

#154707 - 05/06/07 12:38 PM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: dannym]
Alexander Offline

Registered: 10/17/06
Posts: 223
Loc: The Netherlands
I just don't know anymore. I don't know what to do, to say. I just know that I don't want this life anymore, I don't care anymore. life sucks life hurts, I hate life, this place where I have to try to sleep, hate myself.
I don't want to go on anymore.

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath

#154709 - 05/06/07 12:45 PM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: Alexander]
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

I think the most important thing for you to do right now is to talk about everything you feel. Talk to your doctors, nurses, and your foster parents. And of course talk here too. We care about you.

But it's the people in real life who can act to help you. If you feel unsafe in your room, say so - it's okay and ANY of us would feel the same way. If you feel defeated in life, just say that too. You aren't losing if you talk about how you feel. That's LOTS better than keeping it bottled up.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

#154713 - 05/06/07 01:35 PM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: roadrunner]
MemoryVault Offline

Registered: 03/02/07
Posts: 693
Loc: NJ

It makes sense that you feel that way. Life just handed you more &*(^#$(* in the last 48 hours than most people get over a lifetime. Hospital/chemo/assault/police/no sleep... You're exhausted, physically and mentally. That's normal--you'd be very strange if you didn't feel that life sucked right now.

It'll get better. You'll get some sleep, the treatments will end, and I hope you'll look back with pride on how you dealt with this guy. Until then, like Larry said, keep talking and lean on the people who can help you.


#154733 - 05/06/07 03:47 PM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: MemoryVault]
WalkingSouth Offline

Registered: 08/30/05
Posts: 16270
Loc: Waldport, Oregon

Larry is correct in what he says. Seriously consider his advise.

Lots of love,


"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting 'Holy Shit! What a ride!'" ~Hunter S. Thompson

#154901 - 05/07/07 11:20 PM Re: something happened... *trigger* [Re: WalkingSouth]
Stefan012 Offline
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Registered: 12/18/06
Posts: 281
Loc: The Netherlands
Yeah Alexander...
Keep reaching out, let us know how you are.
I know talking is very hard, but you don't have to jump into the deep inmedeatly ya know? Just telling your fosterparents or the nurses when something scares you or bothers you is a step already. And your fosters sounds like they care a lot about you and would do a lot to help you. try giving them a change ok, as hard as that is?
And keep us up to date too.. Like larry said we care about you too.



You lost the things that you thought you would never miss.
You let them out and miss them while they're gone
But there's memories down here and they will always live down here
No they can't take them away, so they won't

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